Saturday, 7 February 2009

Me, myself and....avatar

This Friday`s Identities seminar was all about moodboards and talking about how they can be used to gather the necessary ideas for creating a representative avatar for ourselves. So, this is what I came up with, at least for now. I keep getting new ideas and I`m not yet sure whether I`m going to drop some of them and just choose a specific path to go along or whether I`m going to try and find a thread that joins up all of these apparently different concepts and make it all up into some sort of story...a coherent whole anyhow.

As I was discussing my moodboard it struck me that using the head in the hand combo might work pretty well for the avatar, as it can be used for some really expressive and theatrical poses and to convey some rather....here come the keywords of the project...ambiguous and ambivalent ideas. In this case I was thinking of control as a keyword. What I mean by that is that when it comes to control, the head (mind) uses the hands (oh, it sounds Metropolis...ish) as a mere tool to execute commands. Yet, here, the roles are inverted, the head being vulnerable in the hands of the....hand. The idea is connected to the picture in the foreground. If you are what you become and what you experience, and if we think of experience as a journey...hence, the path...and still the character is in a sleep-like position...the end result is...you are only partially in charge of your journey (still, it`s worth making the best of it).

What Roma suggested was that it would be a pity to loose the aetheral aspect of the character (I used a lot of clarobscuro-like image manipulation, partly because of the recent exposure to German Expressionist movies, partly because as I`ve mentioned in my earlier posts, the effect that this technique can generate simply intrigue me). So, apparently, a good idea would be to use a sort of projection surface...that is, the face would not be completly modelled in 3D Studio Max; instead, I should create a mask-like object unto which I can project the image of the avatar (or images...hmmmm).

Talk about projection...I remember seeing something similar on Susan Sensemann`s site. She projects different images using her face as a canvas. Now, if I could only remember the name of the other artist Roma has told me to look up,it would be great.

12 comments:

Adina Huma said...

Somehow having a corpse in a mood-smtg isn't a very good message regarding your general state of (well)being.....

Or it might just be necrophilia...

Diana said...

Well, you were never shy with your comments...:P

Adina Huma said...
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Adina Huma said...

To be honest, discoursively I've never been shy about/with anything...
and you do know that discourse produces and reproduces 'the world'.
:-p

Diana said...

You know, I was just looking at my chocolate bar the other day, and I suddenly realised that it was made up of a very power-hungry discourse, to put it in Foucauldian terms, and so I decided to deconstruct the mechanisms by which it produced the truth of luscious self-indulgence to enslave unaware minds and souls by having a mouthfull of discourse analysis (a.k.a. eating) :D

Adina Huma said...

Indeed, discourse analysis is as fascinating and luscious as eating chocolate.... or at least I better convince myself of that because otherwise it'll be 'buh-bye dissertation!'

Diana said...

It`s a good thing you want to have the last word in our argu....I mean, exchanges....this way I have my very own echo on this otherwise deserted blog "{

Adina Huma said...

And there we were having a nice conversation about being shy, discourse, power, chocolate, sex....

(or was it all just in my mind :-s)

...and you go and ruin it by making assumptions about my never wanting to lose ang argu... exchange
:-p (which is true anyway :D)

Diana said...

Alright then, I guess I should leave you in peace and let you have the last word, right? :D

Adina Huma said...

I won't dignify that challenge with a response....

Diana said...

You just did :P

Adina Huma said...

Searching desperately through her list of 'the dog ate my homework excuses', all Adina has to say is: 'No, that was just my computer fooling around....'